Sadness is beautiful , loneliness is tragical is a meaningful word which i only can understand it now...
The story goes in this way...
Past few months i've been very busy doing my training in one of the number one rated hotel by Shangri La, which is da Shangri La Rasa Sayang Resort and Spa...
It's located in Batu Feringgi, Penang.....
A lot of things happened back then....
Up and down up and down....
But the hardest thing i have to face is that Penang is also the place my girldfriend broke up with me....
Our relationship somehow started when we're still in college....
Everybody knew about us....(well not everybody)
But everybody disagree with she goin with me....
It's because i'm a guy who doesn't deserve her love....
Everytime i hurt her, she would not even blame me....
All she can do is keep it to herself and hoping that someday i will return to her and show her all the love that she would get....
Indeed i didn't realize how important she was to my life until 14th of April 2009 when she said she's gonna leave me once and for all....
And she had already started to move on in accepting a new relationship with another guy whom she can entrusted with and whom she can feel secure with....
I can still remember how i cry myself to sleep everynight juz by thinking what she had done for me and all i did was nothing but causing pain to her heart over and over again....
Six days had passed since da day she left me for another guy....
Now i can finally understand how much pain i had put her through all this time....
Now i can finally understand the feeling of pain she had to go through all by herself this whole time....
The feeling of seeing someone u love so much going with other people and sharing thoughts and the person is not u, yourself....
I can finally love her with all my heart and i'm willing to do anything for her....
But the fact is that it's too late isn't it?
Do i still have the chance to get her heart back?
I doesn't have the guts to b sure this time....
All i'm sure for now is dat i can only bless their love and hope that she finally found the right person in her life.....
Past few months i've been very busy doing my training in one of the number one rated hotel by Shangri La, which is da Shangri La Rasa Sayang Resort and Spa...
It's located in Batu Feringgi, Penang.....
A lot of things happened back then....
Up and down up and down....
But the hardest thing i have to face is that Penang is also the place my girldfriend broke up with me....
Our relationship somehow started when we're still in college....
Everybody knew about us....(well not everybody)
But everybody disagree with she goin with me....
It's because i'm a guy who doesn't deserve her love....
Everytime i hurt her, she would not even blame me....
All she can do is keep it to herself and hoping that someday i will return to her and show her all the love that she would get....
Indeed i didn't realize how important she was to my life until 14th of April 2009 when she said she's gonna leave me once and for all....
And she had already started to move on in accepting a new relationship with another guy whom she can entrusted with and whom she can feel secure with....
I can still remember how i cry myself to sleep everynight juz by thinking what she had done for me and all i did was nothing but causing pain to her heart over and over again....
Six days had passed since da day she left me for another guy....
Now i can finally understand how much pain i had put her through all this time....
Now i can finally understand the feeling of pain she had to go through all by herself this whole time....
The feeling of seeing someone u love so much going with other people and sharing thoughts and the person is not u, yourself....
I can finally love her with all my heart and i'm willing to do anything for her....
But the fact is that it's too late isn't it?
Do i still have the chance to get her heart back?
I doesn't have the guts to b sure this time....
All i'm sure for now is dat i can only bless their love and hope that she finally found the right person in her life.....
Below KLCC Tower
Valentine at Coffee Island, Gurney
Having dinner after work at Long Beach Cafe, Batu Feringgi
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Our little couple T phone strap
Memories of the time when we're togetherSorry by Buckcherry
Oh i had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
This time i think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when i see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
Every single day i think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!
I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss, i love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry.
1 comment:
cheers up dude. I understand how you feel and I can feel what you're feeling right now. Life isn't perfect all the time for everyone in this world. That same applied to you too. I'm glad that you're awake from your mistake and going through them.
Be tough always, as I told you, "One failure in your life doesn't mean you're failed for the rest of your life"
Hope you will get what you wanted
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